Past however long it's fucking been: ER, girlfriend in ER, doctors appointment, not sleeping, girlfriend telling me she's in love with a dude too so it's either dump her or share her and I'm too in love to dump her, girlfriend getting beat up, girlfriend getting kicked out, girlfriend being let back into her house, me not being aloud at her house so we have to stay at Krissi's, talking to old friends, West Virginia plans, tattoo plans, partying, late night Walmart trips, sleeping alone, being sick, over thinking, etc.

Woo. I'm still getting used to the whole relationship thing. Whatever makes her happy, right? I'll just be miserable with worry over the fact that she's going to end up picking him over me even though she says she won't pick anyone. That she loves us both equally. But I was there first! He had his chance already and fucking blew it. Why does he get her again?

What happened to, "I never felt this way about anybody but you." Lies! Now she loves him. >.<