By being a complete douche. :D
I like ponies. They're pretty. And firetrucks. YEAH! And strapping EMTs in to the beds in the ambulences! We got in trouble. :] 

On a different note. I guess I should probably say shit that's worth reading. Ehh. 

I was trying to write a story called, "You Don't Know" but it's not working out that well. It's about a teen that runs away to live out her dreams in California, meeting the famous Mike Dirnt in Emeryville whilst trying to play her bass for money. This girl [Who doesn't have a name yet] has a dark past and a going nowhere future. Blah Blah Blah. Average plot, right? Credit to My Chemical Romance for some inspiration with their song "Heaven Help Us." "You don't know a thing about my sins, how the misery begins." It's in the making.. Ish. It's all in my head but not written down. I'll get righttt on that. Maybe. 

Next thing out of my notebook... My cool Rhyme about Hot Topic. :D It's been said in here before.. I think. 

The first couple sentences of my story.. Eh, shit. I'm skipping around.. 

The begining of an LJ entry that I might have used all ready. I'm not in a particularly awesome mood right now thanks to life. Anyway, I wrote this during my acute manic episode that you don't need to know about. I actually wrote it sort of in here. 

"I came to the conclusion that I should write something that's actually worth reading but you know what it's like.. When you can't think of anything to write about. When you have too many thoughts to keep track of and write down."

AND GO FUCK YOURSELF! <3

Is it possible that I'm insane? 

I wonder if.. I just.. Wonder... 

I am who I am and I guess I'm amazing. 

Mkayyy. Enough out of my notebook. I'm going to complain about my cousin.
She's fucking 13, in 7th grade and already has her third boyfriend... It took me.. Two years to have three.. Well two.. And and another relationship. 
So..
Here I am just fucking hoping that this person somehow magically likes me too.. Killing myself slowly... 
I'm so fucking jealous... -_- 
I bet she's never had a girlfriend! 
Teehee, I'm just special. 
And I dated Tommarra twice. 
Homosexual lip virginity gone. 

And now we're talking about our relationships... And I can't tell her about the one.. O_O Don't know what I'm gonna do if she asks me.. Heh. I'm gonna be screwed.. My whole family would know I'm bi.. 

la la la.. I'm bored.. 

xoxo, 
FUCK SINCERILY! 
Darla. :]